I try so hard to leave you alone, but it's harder than you can ever imagine. I can't help my mind constantly attracted to you. If I could I would stop loving you, stop evaluating yourself as high, but I can't. I can blame myself. You certainly enjoy that I can't let you go. You are stronger than me, you manage to not show anything. But as I've said so many times before, you make me weak. I wish I could read your thoughts. I hope that you once were told what is within you. But there is hope in vain. Maybe it's time to give up and start to stand on my own feet. Sorry about that I love you.